Friday, April 13, 2012


To Tracy,

Tracy, You're totally the bomb!! Nobody else is so incredibly gifted at writing mystery or humor than you. You have a natural gift. Nobody else can make a text message conversation awkward like you either! HAHA! I love the way we're just randomly Percy Jackson role playing and suddenly Nico takes off his shirt or attacks me! It's the most random yet funny stuff I read on my phone!

In regards to your personality, MY GOD YOU ROCK! You are always able to add humor to EVERYTHING! No matter what, I seem to laugh at what you say. You also know what ticks me off and how to tease me with things I don't like in the perfect way as to where I can play along. It's always funny when you text in an attempt to get out of doing your college homework. Lately, I've caught on and made you work on it before we text though, so hahaha! Looks like I'm winning that one, hehe!

Tracy, even though you like to procrastinate (I do likewise), you still accomplish so much and you will be someone people will mention at the breakfast table or at there place of employment, because your a somebody to me and you will be a somebody to everyone in the world too one day, don't give up! I believe in you!

Your best friend (who always wakes you up and pisses off Nico, hehe)!!


To Bethany,

Bethany, I am truly blessed to have you as a friend. Truly and honestly, you are one of my closest and best friends, period. I can't get this across strong enough, but I wouldn't be who I am today without you and I truly and deeply have the utmost respect for you. You're my best friend forever and I hope we will stay in touch. I know we've had differences and, from the start, things weren't always on level ground between us, I'm glad to still have you in my life.

I am always smiling when I think of you, because I know you brought things in my life to be the way they are. You are the reason I got saved and invited the one and only Jesus Christ in to my life on August 3rd, 2011 and I will never forget that. You are the reason I met Jessica and Tracy in Creative Writing Club. You are also the reason I have a reason to live now.

Calm down, I mean that in the since that because you, along with Jessica, talked to me in my darker days of depression, I finally pulled through, thanks to your support. I wanted to just end things in my life, permanently, so many times last year, but you helped me pull through that and come out on the other side a stronger man. I truly mean that, you're a valued and true friend to me, no matter how it appears during an awkward conversation at church, text, or Facebook. You are a true friend and I will always know and believe that.

I only know great things are going to happen for you Bethany, I truly believe with everything in my heart that you are destined for greatness! You're going to meet some awesome dude who makes you happy as Jessica makes me and things will piece together. Nothing feels as perfect as love and when you feel that, you will be changed. It makes me smile to just think about it. The experience of finding someone to love makes every love song you hear come to life in a NEW AND DIFFERENT perspective!! It's crazy to hear a song one day and get a TOTALLY NEW MEANING the next day when you can TRULY RELATE to the lyrics. It's great Bethany, I know that much.

I've rambled on and on a lot already, but you know I do that, plus you think it's funny to see me talking to myself (Yes, I really do that when I'm alone too, it's a real habit of mine.)

Thank you for being a true friend to me Bethany.

Your buddy writer who rambles (hehe)!


To Jessica,

Jessica, my love, what can I say about you? So much! I've said so many times over how much I love you. It grows every day though and it can't seem to fill up my entire heart, for it grows every day too. I drive all my friends crazy talking about you each day and when I bring up stories as an alternative, they get annoyed. IT'S AWESOME! They know I'm a weirdo and we all embrace that. I'm a nice guy, that's the bottom line. Enough rambling! The point is that I love you! SO MUCH!!

I met you through Creative Writing Club, but that was our destiny. We didn't even know it, but, for me at least, I felt an instant connection between us. Baby, you are so awesome! SO FROSTY!! You know I love you with every ounce of my ever beating heart and words may escape me, but when I write, I'm free. For us both, writing is an escape. I love how we both loved writing. Fate was on our side the minute I found out you loved penguins too!


Haha,  you know how silly I am. I am so thankful that you love me through everything! I was a totally different man when we met and I know you saw that. You took the time to care though and help me through things, even when things were hard for you. You always care. I'll never understand how or why, but you have the biggest heart I've ever seen and you care about others, anyone, if they come to you with a troubled heart/mind. You take the time to help others and you have unmeasured compassion and love towards others.

I will never know how you can truly care about someone, but I know it's a God-given gift. I'm so glad to see you helping others. Even in your writing, you create characters that are so fun and relatable. I can't believe how freakin' epic you are!!

I love you Jessica! I could say that every day and you know that. I just love holding your hand, feeling that warmth keeping us connected. The smallest touch makes me smile and I know how much you love my smile. I'm my biggest enemy and may hate my smile, but you seem to be mesmerized by the smile hidden behind my lips. I guess I can relate with the situation reversed.

Baby, Bethany and I may have our past, but because of that past, I was brought to you. I love you and with every ounce of love within me, I mean it when I say I AM TRULY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU JESSICA WILLIS!! I want to be your man every day, forever. I want to hold you on a bad day and wipe the tears from your eyes. I want to be that rock you find shelter with. I want to be the best friend you can share your secrets with, that you can seek advice from. I want to share the happiest moments our your life with you.

I'm going to watch you walk across that stage in May and graduate from High School. That's a huge accomplishment Jessica! I'm going to give you a hug and smile and know that you've finally made it a huge milestone in your life. Jessica, you're going to do awesome after high school. You have a game plan and you're ready to be an independent woman.

Don't worry about the past or even the future, but the present task ahead of you. You so badly want it to be us in our first place finally together as it should be, but know that as long as we accomplish the task in front of us, it will happen. I too have dreamed of the day we will finally be together, but I know it will happen as long as our love stays strong and we are open with each other. I am a honest and loyal man and you found me. I'm yours.

There is no reason to worry or fret, because every other pretty woman I see isn't getting me. She may be pretty, have the looks or body, maybe even have a nice personality, but she missed the "Zachary boat". The Zachary Boat sailed on December 3rd, 2011 when we revealed our feelings and this thing called dating happened.

I may have a hypocrite in some aspects of my life, but I will always be loyal to you. You are the one and only woman for me and I just can't picture how I made it through 17 years of my life without knowing you! YOU'RE THAT INCREDIBLE!!

YES! I MEAN IT TOO!!! I know as you read this, you're going to be all dramatic, saying, "Who, me?" and I say YES! You're so silly and make me wanna kiss your nose.

YOUR NOSE! YES! It's so cute!! (I just know you grabbed your nose dramatically too, I can picture it! You're silly!)

Baby, I love you yesterday, today, tomorrow, and every day in between. Never, ever, ever forget that. I love you Jessica Willis. My one and only Jess. Just remember the promise I made you of 6 or 7. I will keep that promise. It's our promise. Our commitment.

Thank you for loving me.

Your totally Frosty boyfriend!

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