The past few days of this week have been really good, I'm on such a high on love right now, it's not even funny. Okay, it's funny to me. I'm always laughing, smiling, giggling, and being a general dorky love boy, but I go deeper then that these days. Now that I've found my love, I'm been realizing who I want to be. Yes, I'm about to go deep into the crevice of my soul...
So after Tuesday, I was pretty happy. I was happy to see Jessica. Pretty much, we will talk on the phone every night before we go to bed. Usually we talk somewhere between 6:30 and 10:00 until we go to bed around 10:30 to 11:45 sometime. It really makes me happy to talk to Jessica, because she makes me so happy. I love talking to her every night because we always have something to talk about. I never get bored when I talk to her. I just feel complete and I know that I will be happy as long as I'm with her.
We all know I'm crazy in love right now, right? Yes, I hope so. I need to update my blog banner sometime. I'm waiting for my 20 followers before New Years but I don't think that'll happen so I may just update it anyway. Something that'll last a longer time. I don't want a depressing, dark blog. I made the main color black and the text white and the banner depressing all because I was a depressed individual and I didn't understand why I was here.
Now that I see a reason to be happy and cheery, I might give my blog an update. Though I kind of like the black and white layout of my design. It looks nice and my blog is, hopefully to you, easy to navigate. I don't know if you use the tags, but I put those there to give the viewers an Idea of who/what I talk about most. I think this is all going to turn out great, in the end.
So tonight is finally the night I've been waiting for. I have organized a party at my house for about 3 or 4 weeks now, I like planning ahead, and I can't wait to finally see how it comes together. I did this earlier in the year, this summer, and it turned out better then I had expected. A lot of my friends actually showed up and we had a fun time, event though my dad wast there and I don't like him.
Side Note: Speaking of that, My dad and I have been getting along recently. I used to think he was the spawn of Satan and I hated the guy with such a strong passion, it was unreal, but now that I've been dating Jessica, I've just been so happy, I tell my dad I love him and he's a good guy and I'm sorry for treating him like dirt. It's surprising to me too.
I have a lot of high hopes for this party, hoping people show up, we have a good time, and everything goes smoothly, as I've planned. I have a pretty good guest list, but not as many people are showing up, which is fine. I just hope tonight goes as I see it in my head...