This was probably the best weekend of my life. I can't even begin to explain how great it was, how excellent, how perfect, how wonder, and how spectacular!! Oh wait, yes I can! I am going to share with you something special. I don't know if I want to share it with you, but you know everything else about my life, including my love life, why skip this chapter of my life? Exactly my argument too!
Friday was just a regular day up until 4:00pm. I had school, I endured it, I went home, and I cried because my life is pathetic... JUST KIDDING!!! Haha, NO! I came home from school around 3:15, like usual, and, not like usual, took a shower first thing. I wanted my hair to look nice for Jessica, because I was seeing her soon.
Side note: I woke up at 6:15 that morning and took a shower, washing my hair twice so it was soft for Jessica. Call me crazy, but when I have a girlfriend, I am careful to do the 'little things' like washing your hair so it's nice and soft, very well. I washed my hair 4 times on Friday and it was all for Jessica.
I make sure everything was ready for the party (Yes, I was having a Christmas Party, you should already know from previous posts) and had to go get Tracy at 4:15pm. I got ready to leave at 4:15 and got in the car and everything was actually going as planned (except maybe that my dad wasn't in the best mood about having to get Tracy), but we ended up getting Tracy at almost 5pm.
We were supposed to pick her up at 4:15, but didn't end up leaving until 4:16pm. We had to go to the bank, pull out some money for gas to go and get her. We picked her up though! We got home and Carolyn was already there with her boyfriend Nathan. We hung out and everything until Jessica showed up around 6:45pm. Alexis had shown up too around 5:30pm and started making the meat for the Tacos! I was happy to have tacos. I love tacos. Tacos rock. Tacos are like heaven pie. Tacos are not heaven pie though, they're tacos. Wait, I'm rambling.
So when Jessica finally arrived, I ran out to her car and gave her a big hug. I had missed her all week and now that were finally together again, I was happy. I helped her carry her stuff in (which I also did with Tracy) and we sat on the couch. Jessica wasn't that hungry so she didn't eat any tacos when she got there (even though tacos are good!) but we offered twice. I was happy to see my Jess, she makes me so happy.
We sat on the couch and she laid on me and i wrapped my arms around her. We were watching The Mummy when she showed up so we watched that until it ended. When the movie ended, we talked for awhile before going up to my room. Carolyn and Nathan (I can't exactly remember because I wasn't there) either went to Hannah's room or stayed downstairs. I know that by the time the movie was over, Hannah and Tommy showed up (my dad dropped off Hannah at Tommy's to get his stuff before getting Tracy).
Tracy stayed downstairs and talked to Alexis and my mom (and now that I think about it, I think Carolyn and Nathan stayed downstairs). When Jessica and I got to my room we both sat on my bed and talked for awhile.
Side note: Trust me, I'm not trying to lie to you or skip details, but I can't exactly remember what happened. Also, I'm skipping a lot on purpose. Not that I don't care, but I just respect Jessica. She is my girlfriend, she knows I have a blog, she reads it frequently, and she doesn't really want EVERYTHING we do to be posted on this blog. I respect that. Hopefully you can too.
We talked for awhile, probably 10 minutes or so, and we had the entire room to ourselves. I keep trying to think back to what exactly we did, but what I can't get out of my head is that we laid on the bed next to each other, cuddling, and after talking and a long silence, just looking into each others eyes, I finally got my first kiss.
Yes, I can no longer say I haven't kissed someone now. Honestly, getting that first kiss wasn't exactly like I pictured it in my mind. I also saw fireworks blowing up my mind, my thoughts going 120 mph all over my brain, and everything being perfectly magical. In all honesty, I didn't feel that at all.
All I could think about while I kissed Jessica was how much I loved her. I kept thinking that she was the perfect woman for me. She loved me, cared about me, truly loved me back, and wanted me to be with her forever. I wasn't confused, lost, distracted, or any of those things you see in the occasional Hollywood movie. It was real, pure, perfect, and better then anything I could have ever imagined. Jessica is a really great kisser.
We kissed again after that and cuddled even longer. Eventually, while we were cuddling, we noticed an hour and a half had past, because Tracy came upstairs to see why we weren't downstairs at my party. She told us to stop kissing and talk to her, which we did, kinda, and we had a good night.
Side note: Out of the 15 people I invited, 5 showed up (6, if you include Carolyn's boyfriend; 8, if you include my sister and myself). I didn't mind though. Okay, technically, Kayla showed up for an hour, but that would make 5, 7, and 9 (using the above system) and I count that, but it was an on time arrival (but Kayla had to work so she gets an out this time).
Side note (again): I want to share with you this really, REALLY FUNNY story about something that happened when Tracy came in a 2nd time (after she left to get her pajamas on), but I'm not allowed to share it. I think it's the funniest thing that happened at the party, it was a priceless memory, and I would share it if I could, but I simply can't. Jessica is embarrassed when she thinks about it, but I think it's funny! The look on Tracy's face... Priceless. Oh man, I was on the floor laughing... Oh, just know it was really funny.
So the night went pretty much like that. I didn't end up going to bed until somewhere between 2:00am and 2:35am, because I was on my bed with Jessica cuddling. Tracy was going to go to bed, but went downstairs around midnight because my walls are thin and that annoyed her because she couldn't sleep, plus she could hear Jessica and me kissing, which was another funny thing about the party. She went downstairs to try and get them to be quiet but ended up staying down there the entire night, sleeping on the floor in the living room. Oh well, I was happy to be with Jessica.
Sunday morning went pretty well. I woke up around 8:30ish and Jessica was still asleep. She woke up about 5 minutes later, but staring at her was fine. I had her in my arms all night waking up to her beautiful face only made the memory better. When she woke up, she smiled at me and we kissed, again. I think waiting for my first kiss was smart. Now that I'm 18 and an older, wiser person (but not the oldest or wisest), I enjoyed it more than I would have if I'd kissed someone a few years ago. I think we woke up happier than we had before.
I think waking up next to Jessica was the best way I've woken up in my life. No, I don't think, I know. She was the way to wake up. We stayed upstairs until around 9:00 and came downstairs. When we came downstairs, everyone was awake, Carolyn was at a band thing, Alexis was at home, and it was just Hannah, Nathan, Tracy, Jessica, and myself. Plus my parents.
We ate breakfast and after that, we decided to watch, The lightning thief, and Tracy and I complained the whole time, which was fun! I love watching book-movies and complaining when they make it a horrible movie! I'm so glad the last 2 will be cast with new actors/actresses. They ruined the movie.
Anyway, we spent the entire day watching movies pretty much until we took everyone home. Tracy went home at 6 or 7 o'clock. We took Jessica home at around 11 o'clock and that was sad for me, because I don't get to see her again for weeks. I don't even know how long. I'm sad that I can't see her this weekend, even though she's invited to a Christmas party I'm going too. People want to meet her, because of how highly I speak of her and because she's my girlfriend. Meeting her, they'll know why I love her instantly!
Side note: Also, Tracy bout me, Son of Neptune, for Christmas. It's book two of the Percy Jackson (series 2) series. I was stoked because I'm currently on book 1 and excited to read it and book two!
I went to bed as soon as I got home. I miss Jessica every day. I miss her so much. Sure, I can text her and I call her every night, but I just miss her being here. Once I get my license AND we both graduate high school, things will better fall into place.
Think about this, we are BOTH getting English degrees at the SAME college. We are dating now, so it'll be even better at college, with coed dorms and all. I'll figure out the rest when we get there, i'm sure you'll be excited to hear it. I know I am.