I had the best day of my life yesterday/today (Can it count if I use two days?). I guess it can count as yesterday considering I slept at 4am. I tried sleeping at midnight but I got sort of distracted, which was fine by me. Just so you all know, I am 18 now. I invited over Jessica and Bethany to my house and at first I was really excited to just have a good time with my friends when they came over. It turned out I had a lot more fun than I expected.
So I know I shouldn’t have mentioned it, I knew it was a bad idea, but I told my friends Carolyn and Tommy (along with my sister) that I shaved. It was really an accident. I was charging my camcorder and they went to use it or look at it or something, I think, so I flipped out and grabbed it, saying they couldn’t use my camcorder. They were puzzled and asked why and I said I had footage of stuff they didn’t want to see… They just said to spit it out and I told them I shaved. In my manhood area. Carolyn’s reaction was priceless! She spazzed out and wanted to throw up and Tommy fell into a chair moaning in ‘mental image in his head’ pain. It was the best reaction possible.
I deleted it though, off my computer and camcorder both and that’s no longer a problem I have to deal with. Anyway, onward with the party and best day of my life… Bethany showed up before Jessica because Jessica was taking her sweet time and showed up late. Bethany and I talked for awhile and then she wanted to play the Wii so we did for a long while, I think 2 hours or so, even past when Jessica came 2 hours later.
We ended up having a minor pillow fight upstairs and then order pizza from Pizza Hut. I had a coupon on my email so we ordered online, getting free bread sticks (thank you Pizza Hut for the birthday bread sticks)! After we ate the pizza, we talked for awhile and then ended up going to bed around 12am. I don’t think Hannah, Tommy, or Carolyn ended up sleeping because I heard that Carolyn got ‘high’ off of something in my sisters room (no, my sister doesn't have drugs, so i don't know how). I went to my room with Bethany and Jessica and we just went to bed. Jessica had the spare bed and I shared mine with Bethany due to a lack of extra beds. Time seemed to slow down or something because I started thinking to myself, maybe someone could like me. I really don't know what happened but I didn't get much sleep because my brain was so full of thoughts.
I had never been this close to anyone in my life (not physically, but metaphorically) and I have to admit, I liked it, a lot! I wouldn’t have ever dreamed that a girl would like me this much. Maybe it’s the fact that I keep putting myself down and don’t think I could ever find someone who could like me, but trust me, I know she likes me and I know I like her. Tommy said she left with a smile the whole way out the door (She left when her ride showed up and I didn’t get a hug) to her ride’s car.
I really hope I get to see her again soon… She lives close, so maybe I can! I had the best day of my life and I never wanted it to stop…